Frustration

Last night I didn't slept well because I was so sad and cried...

Although I want to quit the job for weeks already, when I'm deployed... I'm frustrated, I should quit the job before he design to terminate my work... I should feel better...

I went back to pack my stuff and got the cheque, ppl areso busy that they don't have time to say anything to me... or they have nothing to say? I'm just a small potato...

I'm so regret that didn't asked my FYP supervisor to be my Mphil supervisor and choose Dr Corlett, he is a good person definitely, but the investment on my project is too big and the result may not be sufficient as a mphil study... which means I have no hope to further my study... But I don't like bussiness work, the bitch give me the real taste of work... should I appreciate her?

A decision make your life different... I'm thinking what will happen if I go to USA to join the international camp staff program? if I go to silk road with Anthony? if I accept the offer to work in HHW for WWF? it is useless to think anymore, but I cannot stop thinking if because I cannot even find one job that I am interested...

So frustrated...