Frustration

Last night I didn't slept well because I was so sad and cried...

Although I want to quit the job for weeks already, when I'm deployed... I'm frustrated, I should quit the job before he design to terminate my work... I should feel better...

I went back to pack my stuff and got the cheque, ppl areso busy that they don't have time to say anything to me... or they have nothing to say? I'm just a small potato...

I'm so regret that didn't asked my FYP supervisor to be my Mphil supervisor and choose Dr Corlett, he is a good person definitely, but the investment on my project is too big and the result may not be sufficient as a mphil study... which means I have no hope to further my study... But I don't like bussiness work, the bitch give me the real taste of work... should I appreciate her?

A decision make your life different... I'm thinking what will happen if I go to USA to join the international camp staff program? if I go to silk road with Anthony? if I accept the offer to work in HHW for WWF? it is useless to think anymore, but I cannot stop thinking if because I cannot even find one job that I am interested...

So frustrated...

Tappy day

I sleep till noon, it's so tired...

Then I start to search for jobs, I cannot even find one to apply. I haven't receive any reply from WWF that I applied at late June, and no result from immigration. HKU graduate is so shit??? Second up honour is so useless???

Wanna leave HK...

Last day

It's the first working day of anthony, but it's my last day of work...

After working for a month, I come up with my prospectus, waiting for approval...what I received is order of termination.

Although I was blamed by that bitch and want to quit already, i feel a bit sad when I received this order, because I give up lots of chances, especially the chance to travel in silk road...

Rest day

After busy for days, I can take a break eventually. It's so relax today, I wake up at 11:30am, then eat green bean soup, and I do things that I wan t to do for a long time: make tiramisu, cool noddle and lemon agar drink.

I spend more than an hour to prepare tiramisu because stirring take time.. I don't have electric stirrer so I have to use my hand.... so tired...After stir for an hour, i success eventully, but there is too many biscut and too less cream, there is only a very thin layer of cream over biscuits.

Afterward, I make the agar, I want it to be more watery, but it seems still too hard =P then I have shrimp, pork ball and dumpling for lunch, at near 3pm

Although I make many food, I have to eat them by myself... I will not make any food in the future...

I don't really know what happened, I'm always so tired, dull, don't want to do anything, just want to lie on the sofa to watch TV, don't want to use my brain, just play stupid online game... how come...

22 years old Birthday

I still have to work, after "sick leave" for 1.5 days, I'm so scared that the bitch will brame me... But so lucky that she seems to have good mood and I'm safe from her, so lucky...

Lek celebrate my birthday with me, I hvn't celebrate birthday for a long time... We go to Tai Koo Plaza to watch the dinosaur display, then go to causeway and MK to have buffet dinner in a Japanese resturant. So happy, thanks a lot