Feel alone... coz you are so cool...

This morninf rain heavily, I haven't bring my umbrella and luckily i have my backpack.... it got wet thoroughly and my feet got wet as well

Work hard

I have to present my idea eventually... So work hard this morning and I'm going to have my salary tmr, great~~

Tonight I'm going to have dinner with Bell, Christry, Lok Yee, etc. floormate of 10/F. I haven't meet them for a long long time. Christy is now working in Big4, have training for 3 months. Bell has rejected several job because those are financial planner that the basic salary is very low and not secure. Lok Yee still has a semester to go, she is now working as a data entry clerk and will work for SCMP as intern later. I think I have to keep in contact with them, i know too little things about them. They also told me that numerous hallmates are now working as flight attendent, including boys and girls. And one of my secondary classmate also join Big4 as Christy's classmate. She said her classmates are so aggressive and the training is so harsh. We spend $122 on Japanese style restaurant. The restaurant is owned by Japanese and I think my taste is deterioating.... coz I don't think there is great different betweeb it and cheap restaurant. I think I'm adapted to eat cheap food XD

Andy phone me>o< I think he want to invite me to work as research assistant for him, but i'm now working already... He is glad to see me to work in this fleid and want to keep in contact with me. Haha... we just like friend XD

And I will know my honour and final exam result tmr... so nervous

Nice trip

Wanna to have a relax and nice trip with you.

I cannot even explain my emotional behaviour these days... I know you have done numerous things for me and treat me as one of your most important thing, really feel sorry, it's my problem.

Burden

Everyone have different background, different experience, please don't use your standard to take measurement on others. It may be a tiny little issue, but it is a new challenge for me. I can control most things before, but not this one. My parents only work hard to support my family, dislike your relatives doing large business.

尺

每人的尺也不一樣,請不要用自己的去量度別人

Evaluation

This week, I do nothing planned but write diary in English... I'm too tired to go jogging and have no mood to do anything... I just revealed that I cannot play flute flurently.... I should practice more...otherwise it's just a waste of money...

But I'm really so tired... I just lie on sofa and watch TV in the whole afternoon doing nothing....

Actually, I ate lots of snack this week, but no increase in weight. And I sleep for around 8 hrs a day, but still exhausted. It is some hints...

Totally exhaused

It's sunday, I sleep till 2pm, but don't really want to wake up. I slept for 14 hours already! It just likes having a 4 days wild camp in past days... How can I be so tired? Both physically and mentally... Although I walked for a whole afternoon last day, I'm not really tired physically. But I feel dizzy... Feeling that I never have before.

Although I have little supervision in my work, it's still stressful, because I have to worry about the feedback of schools. Successful or failure is totally depend on me...Working on environmental education is not a problem, nobody can grantee the sucess, but I'm responsible on it... I think I'm more suitable to work at NGOs rather than profit making company...

Sorry

I think I'm too tired, so no patient and get angry easily. Thanks for your caring love and patient.

患得患失

找到工作是好?不知道
找不到工作是不好?也不知道

我的工作好?可能吧
我的工作不好?也可能吧

為了一棵樹而放棄一個森林,值得嗎?
難得現在有不少適合我的工作...
安定?專心?又或是新的挑戰???

Silence

I stay quiet is not your fault, you are definitely alright. But I'm really tired... my eyes are dry and feel dizzy, you know MK is so crowd, the feeling is really bad... don't worry about me

Suddenly feel very stressful, because the work load... and the altitude of Ms Leung is not really nice... I'm considering if I should change my job. And the salary is not high indeed...

Exhausted

I have to get my new passport or stay in Hong Kong during holiday...

Immigration told me I can leave Hong Kong with my BNO, but I cannot get a Taiwan Visa, so I still have to make a new SAR passport. In order to make it, i have to get a certificate for my urgency, so I go to Hong Tai, that fxxking useless staff told me nothing!!! I know I should be gentle... but I cannot suppress my anger...

I got half day off today... Red "raining signal" hosted and I still have to work in the afternoon, I'm so stupid that ask Ms Leung if I have to work, she should think I'm lazy... and I'm really tired today, so sleep for 15 mins and someone saw me >o< SHIT!!!! It's really a bad luck day...

I'm so lazy after resume work, and Ruby remine me sth... it's my responsibility to tell the budget, I just wait Dr. Tse to tell me anything, it's not really the right altitude. Actually a lot of problem is waiting for me to think and solve... I have to work hard next week!

My fault...

Today is rover meeting, having buffet dinner at Shatin Royal Hotel! So grand=.= The rover function is eat and eat... Since I'm quite poor these days... have to reserve money for the Taiwan trip and spent too much before. So I have dinner first at home, the dinner cost $18x!!! I'm really lucky... Hui sir's baby is so cute~ she is the forth heaviest baby in a hundred baby >.< her leg and arm is so thick,wow~ I want to see James' baby as well~

Shan cheat me... she said all members join... but i reveal that transparent is not going to attend, i'm fxxking boring... Shan off duty at 3:30pm! so early and her work place is so close to her home. Sai resigned from airport security... blamed that it's too boring and then travel to Japan for 7 days, spent $10000 >o<, she spent $1xxx on her hair =.= I dun really think it worths, anyway... Sze resigned from Ocean Park and work in Disney.... It seems that she knows me well...but i hate her...>.< dun really want to talk to her

At last, I revealed that my BNO will expire on 28, Dec, 05, I dun have 6 months validity.... Shit!!! which mean I cannot leave Hong Kong >o< I'm really so scared, because I promise to travel with Anthony to Europe at first, then go to silk road for a month.... I dun want to lose the chance to travel, although we go to Taiwan for 4 days only... I really feel sorry about this...

Anthony gave me a great favour, he searched related information for me so that I can save money and time. I know you will stand by me anytime, you are really reliable, thanks a lot.

Rainy day

Rain heavily again again and again. The electicity supply stopped after a thunder >.< Luckily we resume it a few minutes later. Ruby turn on the radio, hahaa, just like doing nothing under typhoon XD

I search for job for a hour =.= Human is really greedy... although i have a satisfactory job, when i saw related job, i really want to apply them... it may due to my relative low salary now. When I was f.5, i can earn more than $11000 a month, so i have a high standard on salary, i really want to have a job that salary can at least over $10000.

Boring day

Winnie work at office today, so I cannot sleep... --> very tired XD

Lek interview for 2 posts, advertising and educational sale... You may have more chance to interview, consider them charefully. I don't mind which post you eventually have, only choose the post you want! I only worry about the job nature, you should able to have enough rest. Dinner with him and walk around Causeway Bay.

I see a kitten again when I leave office, a black kitten has imflammation on its eyes, just hope it will be alright. I think it is the brother or sister of previous kitten i picked.

Shan ask me to have dinner meeting with other rover scout at hotel in Shatin, having buffet dinner... but i don't really want to go... first because it is expensive...i think around $200 ... second is i don't have anything to talk with them... apart from transparent and james... what can I do???

Rains heavily again again and again. There is only one day without rainfall in June =.= I just afraid we can not go to Tai Po Kau on friday night, really want to meet Hong, Abby, Selina, etc.

Feel sick

Today the rain is so heavy that amber signical was hosted in the morning, the sky is so dark that i just think it is at night =.= It stops eventually in the afternoon.

I got cold last night! I have running nose, headache... sometimes feel hot and sometimes feel cold... I sleep for an hour after lunch, do nothing today again...

I will go to stationary shop afterward to see if i can buy a B4 folder to hold my notes of Eng grammar, vocab and putonghua ~

Anthony has another chance to interview tomorrow~ hope that he can get the account executive job for advertising company. Hey~ you can get the Taiwan Visa on sat morning then we can go to ocean park together afterward, what do you think?

晚上的計劃

上班三星期了...每晚也無所事事,十時便睡了(但第二天還是很累=.=)

阿力星期三去interview了,我想很快便有工返!!!我都要努力!!!
計劃:
7:30 回家及晚飯
8:30 練樂器
9:00 跑步
10:00 cool down & bath
10:30 prepare Eng grammar, vocab and putonghua for next day
11:30 chat on phone
12:00 sleep
& I'm going to write diary in English!

woo~~ so meaningful~
It is my first plan of further study. After some days, i will be
1. physically fit and slim
2. play piano and flute fluently
3. good eng writing
4. much flurent in putonghua

Work hard!!! I have to fulfill all of it!

小花貓

由於睡得太多...晚上睡不著...累死了...又用了9秒9由金鐘mtr跑到巴士站...幸好趕得上

在村口拾到一隻小貓,大約有8寸長,花碌碌的,我想牠病了,因為牠呼吸要非常用力,而且眼因為發炎而張不開,晚上帶牠去看獸醫,希望可以康復吧

好可憐,因為肺炎和眼有膿瘡,醫好也可能會盲...還是讓牠舒服地走吧...

我都知道媽媽不喜歡,但想不到她的反應如此大,幸好阿力也很喜歡貓, 還是遲些有機會才養吧

休息日

睡到死了一樣...起來吃完午餐再睡...好像被人打了一身一樣,全身的肌肉都好累...因為又跑2.4km.又捐血,還有行街.簡直挑戰人類極限...

晚上全家去食齋...善哉善哉...

last day

今日淨係跑步同等捐血,勁無聊

之後同阿力去咗好多地方同食野,按摩椅真係超舒服>.<
就快要返返工lu...

都叫你話聲我知你會嚟ga la,打扮要時間ma

第六天:POP

今天很無聊...練操, 大口槍,掟摧淚彈,如果有得出操場實好玩好多

passing out parade都操得唔錯,sat唔駛再操

阿力嚟咗呀,真係好,之後仲出咗mk行街睇貓仔食糖水,如果成日都可以見就好lu

第五天

今日做 crowd control,不過身體不適,坐埋一邊乜都冇做過 =P

燒槍第一個detail,冇乜心埋準備,所以燒得好差,好唔高興 >.<

明天passing out parade,就快完camp,真係好~~可以同阿力出街食野,好野

第四天

今天早上做警察,悶 >.< 下午resistance control,ok好玩ge,因為軟弱無力,我一有幾會就坐,之後俾沙展同SIP 寸,"你係最後生wor,成日坐ga", pk oY,你試下一個月捐一次血呀,可惡...

好彩阿力錫番啫,多謝你咁大雨,咁攰同咁都出嚟接我,同你一齊真係好開心呀...

不過唔好一次過講哂我d缺點出嚟...已經好努力改咗好多la...唉...
我著d女仔d ge衫你又話透,著t shirt又太casual,好難服侍啫...其實我今日都係因為你先特登著呢件衫...你唔鍾意就算啦...

我唔鍾意你focus咁多係表面law,你話要溫柔d, ok,你話要瘦d, ok,我驚改下改下我冇咗自己呀...希望你明白愛一個人唔係要改變佢...

第三天

做了一整天beat incident,不停做戲子..好累,再加上身體不適...軟弱無力...

阿力終於回來了,明天見~

第二天

今天玩了好多東西:大口槍,搜地方,搜車,下午有 cover to cover & 小電影

不過大部份時間也在等...又hae了一天

阿力明天就回來了~

入camp的第一天

已染了頭髮,但還是太金了...

午飯超難吃...只吃了兩口
下午living the value 是世上最無聊的lecture,真想打那粉人一身!

早上6時起床,回到家已累死了...

端午節

本來去飲茶的...但沒有去,因為又吵了...在家裡不得寧靜,天氣又熱,已令人非常煩躁了,我知你叫我不要"妏"是為大家好,但...還是不要再這麼說了...

酷熱的一天,入了海下,在紅樹林沙灘上熱死了...還有人險些中暑...我見到abby呀~

之後去了吃米粉,涼粉,chicken wing &刨冰,真高興

撻皮的一天

什麼也沒做過,因為大老闆還沒有絡我feedback...

aux re-u

同大家食飯好高興呀～不停的說話，大家都有不錯的前途：
阿對，迪迪當差，明欣做disney,巴士, nelson同阿基教書,阿欣係potential IP,etc.識埋唔少老師,遲d生意應該唔錯 XD希望 la

不如下次玩夜d啦 XD 我依然是非常爛玩

軟皮蛇,miss u so much

昨日剛考完immigration,今天全身的肌肉也在痛,想不過比想像中辛苦很多,因為姿勢非常厲謹,我的sit up只有26下,oh my god,我輔警training時是一分鐘60下還不累>.<...我想是體能退步了太多之故...是時候努力鍛鍊了

我也有機會考custom,但那個fitness test不是人做的啊...我相信只有1%的女性能夠做到,去還是不去呢?

阿力好好呀,在我回家時他已經幫我看了interview會問什麼,你唔舒服就休息多d啦~快d努力做埋d,assignment la~4 days left only~~好快可以攬住你啦

點解會咁?

明明唔駛OT,又唔駛郁,又訓晏覺,淨係用腦之嘛...都會咁攰ga,救命呀

明天考immigration,我要攞20分!

exhaused

今日工作非常努力,完成了kindergarten prospectus ,還完成了一個kindergarten program 的details, script of puppet show 都完成了first draft... 但伏在桌上閉目沈思時被老闆見到...真令人擔心

我終於都寫了e-mail給老闆和阿太,希望他們容許我在家工作...阿太婉拒,老闆提也沒提...還是算了吧,是我太天真了...

還有一星期阿力就回來了,很期待...但我又怕沒時間陪他...希望他不會不高興吧

grad din 有感

好大機會是最後一次和ens同學吃飯,但我沒啥心情拍照,可能是太累了吧...

雖然遊戲了無新意,直抄獎門人,但依然非常高興,又叫又笑,聲也沙唖了...
最有趣的非henry莫屬,他非常普通的普通話,唱歌唱得古靈精怪,笑得同學們人仰馬翩 XDDDD

我是第一個正式上班的呢,而且還有不俗的工資,最重要的是有前途和有發揮的空間,而且還是的我的專項,narration &環境教育~~~

我還有一個很錫我的男友~~而且他還很能幹,有遠見,又夠成熟~
我真的很幸運呢

weekend

sat入了海下,一上車離開海下就滂沱大雨...結果下午取消了...下星期又要多去一次了...同sonia談論男人...唉...d男人真係麻煩,好彩阿力知我怕煩,唔會煩我je...

sun本來想休息一下,但結果去了圖書館...搬了九大本書回家,重死了...差不多全都與工作有關...有有關綠色生活的,有有關創意的,努力把它們看完吧!

haha,我們的話題雖然很嚴肅,但真係幾搞笑 XD

返工的第一星期

返咗4日工progress都唔錯,已經完成 prospectus of primary course,繼續努力!

多謝你一路聽我講野,我知我ignore咗你,以後唔會la
我有聽你d suggestions ga,咁我都要自己用下腦ma,如果唔係d野咪等如你做囉,咁人地俾$$$請我ga ma...

我知你好錫我,知你做咗好多野ga,好appreciate...thanks

第二天

依然係冇枉管,自己做野,office d 同事終於蒲頭,大家都係後生仔,應該幾好玩ge

今日都啦咇咗唔少野出嚟,繼續努力!!!

夜晚仲要training day, 超sleepy...

仲同2個人傾電話,不過好開心~